It's hard to be away from your significant other and it's even harder while pregnant. I know that I am lucky that he isn't in the off with the army in Afghanistan somewhere and that I do get to speak with him all of the time but it's still hard. It didn't help that Dann spoiled me during my first trimester. Granted it hurt to move then even more than it does now but sometimes it would still be nice for someone to get my clothes together for me or rub my feet or hug me when I am crying for absolutely no reason at all.
And that isn't to be confused or thought of as me being ungrateful for all of the people who are helping me. My mother and father are being absolutely wonderful right now. All of the help that they give me I can never return or express enough gratitude for. My friends are definitely making me laugh, when I let them. But sometimes you just want your other half with you. Especially when I can't sleep/
I know it's hard now so it won't be hard later but that doesn't really doesn't make me happy about it. I rely on Skype and Kik messenger like I rely on the air that I breathe. It's just eight more weeks until Dann is here and that is something to look forward to. I just hate that he will miss all of these firsts with me - hearing the heartbeat, seeing Pip as more than a dot etc.
I hope this blues go away soon!
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